We Accept Love We Think We Deserve

Dear Friend,

Maybe you're wondering why someone like me made a blog like this. I am not sure why I did but it felt like it was something I needed to do. I will go by the name Charlie. I do not wish to show my identity. This is a place for you to roam freely without judgment. I will listen and care for you like you have most likely listened and cared for me. If you feel like you have nowhere else to go you can come here. Don't be surprised if I write in your ask box a simple hello, a good morning or goodnight. I will do it often. Sometimes I get sad, too. You might even hear some of my ramblings.. Please believe things are good with me, and even when they're not, they will be soon enough.

Love Always,

Charlie.

Dear Sam,

It was one of those days where I thought about you and I smiled and I hoped you were happy. You deserve to be happy. I hope you know I miss you and I wish I could actually see you. Losing you was hard. I want to hold your hand again. I hope you don’t find that to be weird. But holding your hand made me feel safe, like I belonged somewhere. You never judged me. I feel like people need someone like that… Someone who won’t judge them. We all hurt, I’m sorry you’ve been hurt so much. I fell in love with your flaws. I fell in love with the way you spoke. You made so many mistakes and i loved that. I fell in love with your pain, I called it mine own. I never wanted you to hurt. Im sorry your family was so cruel to you. I wished I could change that for you. I would have loved you and never let you go. You are so strong and caring. There really is no one like you. Nothing could ever be that bad because… I had you. I just hope you’re well. Goodnight. There will be other moments. I just hope you’re happy.

Love always,

Charlie.